Twitter: updates on the go
14.12.07
Fixed Link
Enjoy looking at an angsty me. =] leave any comments you have on the photos on this blog.
Adam
ps. thanks Krista for letting me know. love you cuz
13.12.07
A Look into the Past...
It is amazing to think about were I am. This is a season of my life that I hadn't expected in anyway a few years past. But, here I am at Master's Commission pursuing the heart of God. I know how it happened for the most part, yet much of it God hasn't let me in on. His hand was on it all, this I know for sure. To quote Delirious: "Jesus blood never failed me.."!
Life used to not be this hard though. Well, it had a lot more pain, an emptiness, yet now I am fighting not dying.
But, as I was relaxing, wondering what to do, I remembered my cousin, Foxxz's website had a gallery on it. I have a small section on the server from years back. It is amusing looking at the six old photos. I don't miss those days though in anyway, except for Rein, the rat I had. She was an awesome pet! I didn't smile too much around the time these photo's were taken which was about 4 years ago. At least, it says it is from 2003. For your amusement and curiosity check here: nullbits.foxxz.net/adam .
11.12.07
Fun with Photoshop
Coming soon to a blog near you: The 2nd part to the "Two awesome little Ladies" post
Blogged with Flock
8.12.07
Still waiting?

The Shrimp From Mars Swarmed...

...to Form a Jumbo Shrimp From Mars!
3.12.07
What Happened to that Handful of Tacks?
Where: at home, Portsmouth. Not Hampton
Will be: In bed sometime soon
Uhhh, I haven't gotten sick like this in quite some time....
2.12.07
to appease the readers
28.11.07
Have You had your Hot Sauce Cake Lately?
27.11.07
Two Awesome Little Ladies Part 1: Katherine
Its a deeply spiritual thing though, the struggle and embrace. God watches us continually. He see us struggle with life, and He even knows what those struggles do to us. He isn't surprised when I feel like there is to much to deal with. Jesus wants us to struggle for something different than the world though. That may sound odd, so let me explain what I mean. The life for a Follower of Christ is not an easy one. Jesus didn't say you or I would be guaranteed a easy cake walk life. In fact, Master's is so far THE hardest thing I have done in my life and it is all because I choose to live abandoned to the will of God. I have no regrets though. I actually feel more alive now than I ever have. Not solely because of Master's though, but because the world is full of emptiness and sorrow and I know that Jesus is the way the truth and the light. I don't want to talk to much about this though, because words can fail. This is how me picking up Katherine relates to God and myself. God desires me, and when I desire Him I will go through struggles to get to Him. Even though others may be going in the opposite direction, I know where I am headed, and when I get to my heavenly Father's feet it will have been worth it all. I will lift up my arms to Him and His smiling face will look at me, and He will pick me up and embrace me as He has wanted to do for so long.
Krista and Kirk, I want you both to know that I pray for you and Kaleb, and I have been very compelled to pray for Katherine.
Now then, this post mentions that there are two little ladies, but I have only mentioned the one. "Well, who is the other one," you may be asking? That part will have to wait until tomorrow or sometime later. Something happened and I lost almost all of my enthusiasm =[ .
That is all I have for today. I have spent practically all day trying to post this and I can finally click the button.....Here I go!
26.11.07
I promise i really can lose anything but not were i think it would be
So if you were about to call my phone but feel like you shouldnt now, i will still answer if you call.
I promise i can lose anything !
Well, as you have probably gathered from the beginning of this post I did not find my phone. I looked quite thoroughly might i add, though i wouldn't say everywhere. But, the phone and keys are two things i lose often, so i am not too concerned. Frustrated....of course, but not dying.
If you read this tonight and feel inclined to call my phone until i pick up (and please feel inclined to do so) then start dialing!
I even lost myself on the way home tonight, luckily i found myself, but i was an hour off course. I am going to GPSify everything i own.
22.11.07
Happy Thanksgiving!
Blogged with Flock
14.11.07
Flocking to the Next Gen in WBs and The Blogging Experience.
To introduce my next topic I want to let you in on where this blog is being typed. Now, to those who blog often and professionally this next statement may be wasted on, but for me and others who are not as edge-cutting in our postingdom it isn't wasted. I am not writing from the blogger page like normal. It is another feature of Flock. going through the Blogger.com page to start posting isn't needed with this. Actually, this is the first post using it, so I will be interested in how it will turn out. But, Flock was talked about in the last paragraph. This is on blogging in general. Don't expect anything profound in this post. It is simply a quick talk about what I am thinking and discovering.
What can blogging do? Why should I be part of this? LifeChurch.tv posted 7 reasons,the last five of which I think are important, to consider blogging. (Check the list here: Link) I haven't been blogging to long when I think about it. I believe this only the 28th post. [I just wanted to say that just now I figured out how to make a link....wow and I thought I wasn't to out-of-date. I am only 19] I said not to expect any profound statement in this post, but expect changes in my blog in the next couple of months. I expect to have it largely revamped by the New Year. I know that may seem like a long time, but with the schedule in Masters to work around ( mainly school and ministry trips) it may take a few weeks to get to were I know enough to start. Just be ready for a whole lot of changes. Frequently at that.
Well, my cognitive process is slipping away from this post so I am going to finish scratching this out.
(Oh, if you were looking for how to comment, click on the 'Cognitive Reaction' beneath the post. 'Comment' is whats meant by that.)
Blogged with Flock
13.11.07
Frozen Burritos and Warm Spring Rolls
9.11.07
Is Our World Upside Down, or am I Standing on my Head?


I wonder sometimes who is more backward in its ways, myself or the world. For I, small in honor and deed, delve in things too high for me, yet the world, great and mighty, sits lower than the deepest sea. I see, through wiped iniquity, a cloak of glory. The world sees, through deathly fantasy, a guise of prosperity. I suffer not from my sin, while the earth suffers for a sin it did not. Kingdom in Reverse, through God I am free from a curse.
Has anyone noticed how illogical God's love is? Mercy on His murderers. Grace for the guilty. Love for the loveless. The true definition of love is not in the hearts of men, but in the being that is God. I sometimes forget that I am not worthy of salvation by my own works. Epitome of selfless love found in the hanging of a spotless, innocent lamb. Death is not a moment of mourning for the follower of Christ, yet, a sung as poetry. No dirge for me. Life is found in death. Where I once sought out Death, Death now seeks me, but shall not find me. A stranger in his own home. Reflecting the life of the one who was a stranger among His own people, Jesus. The poor are more wealthy than the rich. My weakness; His strength. Who owns the world; is it the one who holds the greatest military? Or is it? Created Perfect looks ugly. The Humble Ugly are beautiful. Forsake the world for His life.
Please don't take what I have written as an agreement with death, because I disagree with death. Rather, I post a message of Hope. Life were you may not see it. Jesus Christ came for the sick and poor; the spiritual Dead. Don't mourn His death either. He doesn't sleep like the men of old do. He was cursed by man and exalted by God, His Father. His kingdom is incomprehensible to the blind in spirit, but that is fine. He is a guide and has sent a Guide. I trust in what I can't see, forsaking the flesh, to follow what I know is true.
Know this: that Christ died almost two centuries ago, but He rose and reigns as King of kings. He willingly went to a cruel death with the intention to bring restoration to the world. If salvation were a one time thing, where you must straighten up immediately, who would still go to Life with their death? Salvation is a process, which is not popular among men. You won't change in a night, but you can make a decision tonight.
8.11.07
Picasa Photo Gallery
30.10.07
You Wish You Understood
Its not a bust, but let's go for it
19.10.07
18.10.07
16.10.07
1st Seven Project
We visited Harvest Church in the Alexandria area last week end. Turns out it is the church Nick Pino Jr is attending right now. God planned it out so that i stayed with Nick and his brother, Mark, that saturday night. That was cool. I have a lot of work needing to be finished for school still. Oh, i was pulled over last week by a state trooper and another cop. I was doing 47 in a 40, though i thought i was doing 50 in a 35. im glad i was wrong this time. He asked me were i was coming from and were i was going, had me sit in his car while he checked my registration. His buddy talked to Trampas while flashing his light around the interior of my car, probaly looking for the drugs. Actually, i think they were more concerned about who i was and what i was doing that how fast i was going, because i was told to watch my speed after they finished their job. Nice guys really. God's favor was with me for sure because i didnt break a sweat and i didnt recieve a ticket or written warning. It was pretty funny how i told my mom. I sent her a text that said something about " i got pulled over by a state trooper last night".
well, i am going to go do some work. I found the cord to my camera by the way. I thought i left it at home in Maryland but it was in a little case with my rechargeable batteries. =] Im still observent. Bye
Adam
9.10.07
Some more pictures
6.10.07
28.9.07
Here is your chance!
24.9.07
Just Wait.
And here I am blogging, which is really bothering me. I'm going to start and finish some things right now. With all sincerity I beseech you to pray with integrity for those of us in Master's Commision. Not only HMC, but throughout the world.
If I seem to be neglecting the blog, its because I am. I will choose to ignore it from time to time because I honestly find this to be the least on my to do list.
And I love you Mom.
17.9.07
16.9.07
Heheh...Im warm
Sorry, i wanted to write a poem.
okay
bye
um.....................................................
12.9.07
Update 1.0
10.9.07
Shout Out
Injuries
Now for the main topic. There are injuries from this past weekend. Trampas, Sam, and me have foot injuries. Same and Trampas both jammed a foot against the floor during the Friday night prayer retreat. Yesterday was BTAG's church picnic and while unloading a trailer Trampas had a few hundred pounds of table fall on his finger. The result is a swollen finger with two chunks of flesh missing. And then there is me. Graceful as I am hardcore fell on my ankle while playing volleyball. Im not one to dive while playing sports but I did this time and twisted my ankle really bad. It all resembled the time I broke my ankle. I felt somethings pop and the was pain and maybe some noise [or it was my mind associating the feeling with a sound]. I didn't want to have a broken ankle so I refused to claim it [and still do]. So I stood up soon after falling and went about walking. Needless to say I didn't stop walking on it and even though I wrapped it with ice last night it is fairly painful. But thats life and i going to walk it out. "walk it out said walk it out said walk it out said walk it out said...."
P.S. We have two new students. Jordan arrived Saturday, one upping the ladies to the fellows. But Calvin is showing up tomorrow and will even things out again.
4.9.07
Like a Child
The best part of the evening wasn't the Human Video or the Worship [which let me tell you, if you ever get a chance to visit a gospel preaching all black church, do. And if you are super white like me let your spiritual immune system down and catch the soul flowing thru the place.], not the preaching, but rather it was what God had planned. There was an alter call for dedicating your life to God/ rededicating your life to God. And Holy Spirit was calling me out. Now don't get me wrong, I wasnt walking away from Christ, but just because I am in Master's doesnt mean that my life is all together. Actually Master's is about growing more mature and closer to God which means that there must be room for progress. And it is a Progress, a Journey to become more Christ-like. But, Holy Spirit called me out. I had a mask on and it was time to take it off. The mask wasnt complete. Wasnt whole. Full of cracks formed lately from me being desperately willing. Well, I didnt want to go. I was fine and even if that was the case no one needed to see me get up there. I caved though. And I am so glad I did.
The Holy Spirit had been telling me in prayer to stop hiding my face. I assumed that it was me closing my eyes and covering my face with my hand, but it came down to more than that. It was that mask.
[didnt have time to finish and im tired but basically Holy Spirit played with me last night and i have found my brother so things were intense and will get more intense] good night.
2.9.07
Isaiah 40: 31
Thank you Jesus, I love you.
31.8.07
Fire
29.8.07
Spider
Testimony Time
So Far
Either all of us [including the third, second, and first years] or just the first years will be giving our testimonies to each other. not that we are really giving them away, but rather just telling them. Testimonies is before HV practice, I think. HV stuff will be around four and a half hours long. No, not the Human Video but the practice and creativity parts!
Anyway, Monday was the first day of college. I registered along with the others for classes which wasn't difficult, and received the books for [most of] the classes. Six classes for a total of 15 credit hours is not bad at all, and I only have classes three days a week. I am taking Freshmen Seminar, Heart of the Worshiper, Leader's Foundation, Grammar and Composition, Spiritual Formation, and Old Testament Survey.
Although Monday is designated the free day for Master's students, it isn't the free day for all college students or classes. Luckily, the classes are on Monday evenings; Freshmen Seminar and Heart of the Worshiper. Heart of the Worshiper wasn't a required class for this semester but i wanted to take it nonetheless. the class title is self explanatory. A course on the heart, the ways of how we worship God. The first class was great! In fact, all my classes from Monday and Tuesday have been great! One of the greatest advantages that going to a bible teaching school is that we open each session with prayer, inviting God to be with us during our class. The sessions so far have involved some deep discussion and that has been incredible experiencing that! And I understand now that I can worship God in my studies.
Prayer on Monday was incredible. We went over the allotted amount of time that the ones who made the schedule had wanted, but because the Spirit of God was so heavy not one person was upset. And worship after staff Chapel yesterday was intense stuff. Worshiping God is something i wish i could do all the time, but as the good book says there is a time for everything under the sun =].
Prayer was on a part of the James river today. Holy Spirit closed our mouths today so that we could listen to what God had to say. I watched as some small waves crashed against a section of the shore and thought of how the ground was being slowly eroded away. That was God talking. He was telling me how he is going to tear me apart, just not at once and once I felt that the ground was soft i knew that He would be reforming me just as those waves reformed the earth they hit. Heh, and now that I remember that spot I watched this morning, it looked like a footprint. God will leave his mark in my life and people will see it and find were he is by following its direction! Sweet! God is freaking awesome!
Oh, and there was this little guy we met yesterday who Telvin claims as the person who most resembles the Apostle Paul. His name was Paul I[ I'm not sure how its spelled but it is pronounced 'eye']. He was once Buddhist and then a magician, not an illusionist, but a real magician. I hear he is covered from head to toe with tattoos from his former life. He is going to speak for ministry pragmatics sometime soon. I want to record what he says because i have a feeling he has a lot to offer us in wisdom.
Well, i am going to go pray about HV practice and about what God wants me to say in the two minutes i will get for telling my testimony. Peace out.
27.8.07
Saturday
[Written 12:05 am Sunday, 26]
Registered and settling in for the night. The Invasion from the prior evening [Trampas, Sam, Erin, and Sparks +Friends] involved heading over to LaQuinta’s pool, were Chris [Miller], Sparks, and Trampas dove in with belly smackers. Then, after awhile of waiting for something to be decided we took off to Park-Something-or-Other were there is this awesome pond with a fountain in the center illuminated by underwater lights.
I learned the Dart Game, which is pretty sweet. But I don’t want to explain it at the moment, so let’s just say it involves dieing and revival.
It is safe to assume that the night was late, but not wasted. I was excited about registering, but having all those people around helped to use some of it up. [Though, that isn’t to say that I was any less excited in the morning, just able to go to sleep Friday night.] When we were traveling around I came to the realization that traffic in Hampton is a little rougher than traffic in Frostburg, and when mixed with an excited driver things can become dangerous. I was a little sketchy, enough to have Chris worked up and Sam saying, “I would ride with Adam but I like my life”. Yeah, it was that bad. Comments were made several times today about it. There was almost an accident within 20 feet from the hotel. But that was last night not today. I did tremendously better today. Chris was comfortable with leaving me to drive around again. Being in the daylight helped out quite a bit, but I am settling down. Like I said, it isn’t Frostburg.
Things are complicated as far as housing goes right now. David and I have to stay with Telvin tonight and possibly longer until we find a home opener. Sam doesn’t have one either but he is staying with John and Trampas is staying with Telvin also. I am having a lot of fun and would put more, but I am tired and have church tomorrow.
Good night or Good morning or Good day, whenever you read this.
24.8.07
HMC Advent
I am registering for HMC Tomorrow at noon. I just received a call from Sam, and with a "We'll see you soon" Invasion of the LaQuinta Hotel room I am staying in is imminent. Excitement is an understatement. I feel distorted. Reality is hazy for the moment as I slip away, slipping into another Chapter of My Story. Write away Father!









